I have always had a hard time trying to get the courage to vlog infront of people. I wanted to attempt it but every time I did I'd get shot down by the faces of other people. People looked at me as though I am from a different planet. Like I am some kind of alien who just arrived on planet Earth. Being too self-conscience of what they might be thinking of me, I would rather just put away the camera and act normal, then the reverse. To get a better understanding of what I mean here is a link to my YouTube video that brings up this exact subject: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1su9SbPSwBc
But now this has to come to a stop, for I am not just an ordinary, normal, boring person. I am a young, unique individual with an interesting personality and it is time that I embrace that. I shouldn't care what people think of me. My business, is my business. In spite of all that, it is easier said then done.
After I did make that video (with the link above) on, "My Take On Fears Of Vlogging In Public," I was challenged by another YouTube vlogger to make ten YouTube videos in Public IN JUST FIFTEEN DAYS! And if I do all that I win myself a subscriber. At first, I admit I was kind of hesitant - could I really do this? -Was I really up for this challenge?
Then I said, ahhh, you know what? Fuck it, I'm gunna DO IT! I gotta DO IT! It would help me gain some confidence in myself. It wouldn't be a challenge if it was a piece of cake. For me this is a pretty big challenge, with a time limit. So far I have made One V.I.P. video with nine more soon to be coming.
Here is the link to the first one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZnd4R4aOkQ&feature=relmfu
If you have a YouTube channel, please feel free to subscribe. It would be nice to know that more people will be there for me. This also, gives me a reason to make videos, as well as pushing myself with the encouragement of my subscribers to vlog out in the open.
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